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I'm not even realize when it snuck me up. when, why, where..  its just hit me while I'm not looking.. all i know, i hate being around with sarcasm people.. i hate all around me, i hate myself even more. i thought i'm just need a spaces, times to be alone. i thought it just temporary,  but its just killing me. and I'm LOST

If I had to sit and think of all the things I love My name wouldn’t be something that I would even think of How could I be so lost, when it seems like I’ve got it all No matter how much I have, I can’t help but feel so small.. I wish I could explain all this pain that I’m feeling Focusing on the negative, there’s just no time for healing So broken on the inside, I just want to cry.. But when I’m around my friends, I just smile nod and lie It’s becoming such a burden, how much I’m holding in I want to let it out, but I don’t know where to begin.. I want to speak up, hoping you’ll set me free But these silent tears I’m crying, no one can rescue me..

Sitting here, thinking about it all It’s like hanging off a cliff and I’m about to fall Feeling so empty, but that’s nothing new I’ve been depressed all day and the day before that too For all that I’ve loved, it seems like I’ve loved alone My heart is barley beating as it’s turning into stone. but, I'm Fine.