AFFECT, EFFECT

It slowly begins to affect everyone around me, too. 

I know this because it’s affecting my relationships, my job, and even my health.

Sometime, friends do can breaks your heart too.

so should I focus more on my lost self? 

so much i hope they will be someone that i can rely, but nobody care. i'm lost my trust to everyone, including myself. 

and I'm not expect them to understand what i'm going through.

but please don't judge like others judging me.